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Sunday, September 14, 2008

A shoRt RecAp

So here am i bloggging again...cause i have loads of othres works to do....homework....assignments.....studies....assignments...research(  :)  )...assignments...n nahana dhona n usual stuuff....n assignments.....phew!!! what a life...2day m strongly reminded of my college days!!! in 4 yrs...i learnt a lot lot....strange transformation...a naive n "stupid" girl....to someone more matured.. expressive....My college was all girls..(women... though i dont like 2 use dat term...never want to believe i m a "grown up"  now!!) ... So was cut off frm typical co-ed environment....We used to wear saree every wednesday......khaadi saree on special occasions....welll my college followed gandhian principles...nd yes....no cell phones allowed....both in college as well as d hostel...i used to crib always!!! cursed my luck!! shed oceans wrth of tears!!! was never used to such harsh restrictions...there were occasions wen i doubted everythng happnd to me till date is "crap"!!! Now i luk bk to those days!!! I realize i hv becum "tougher" dan i used to be....Yes i never had dat kind of confidence....to speak in frnt of nyone....participated in skits n debates...extempores in schoool level...evn directed a skit....remember still dat i used to sing "chinna chinna asai" i.e. "dil hai chota saa" frm "roja" in tamil in sum 5th or 6th std... :) datz my trademark song inj school!! ...but wht i never learned was...opening up!!! Needed someone to "push me" all d times!! dat inspiration ws none else dan my sweet mum!!! She always motivated me to venture into new things!!!   Life is short....best to spend evry moment in learning somethng new!! Though there were restictions in my college...i feel because of them...i learnt a lot of self control...girls in late teens crave for many things!!!  I was never attracted to typical "girly" passions...Nd thnk god during college i realized those passions r jst momentary...i learnt dat consistency n honesty n pursuing ur dreams r real passions!!! Now m studyng in a co-ed environment...found it strange initially....now learning to cope up with it....Luv d way d professors teach here....this is somethng my UG collleg lacked in!! Not encouraging questions n innovation is s a slow poison killing away the educatn system of the country which boasts of all time evergreen geniuses!!! This must change!! 
Coming to questions n aptitude n attitude to learn...yes this is one thng i seriously need to learn....gathering courage n believeing in myself!!! Hope will refine myself with time!!
:)


3 comments:

shifa shalini said...

well shubha this was too good......dnt have wrds to say anythng

SHUBHA said...

Thnku.......Jaldi likh naaa apnaaa blog!!!!!

Mia said...

well done shubaa tht was gr8. Totally unbiased....n wt to say its very much raw n straight fm ur untanned experiences...... gr8...go ahead