Eye of d tiger...........

I always struggle to make dis d mantra of my life ...... :) :) (Fail at times but keep on trying :) )

" Risin' up, back on the street
Did my time, took my chances
Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet
Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast
You change your passion for glory
Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past
You must fight just to keep them alive


It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight
Risin' up to the challenge of our rival
And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night
And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger

Face to face, out in the heat
Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry
They stack the odds 'til we take to the street
For we kill with the skill to survive



Risin' up, straight to the top
Have the guts, got the glory
Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop
Just a man and his will to survive "


Love dis one...........

Mini Musings..........

Pity this needs to be stated :

"In humans, the right side of the brain is the center for visual and aesthetic sensibilities.The left side of the brain is the center for quantitative and time-regulated sensibilities. Human intuition is a blend of both sensibilities. This blend is facilitated by the neural connections between the right side of the brain and the left side. In women, the number of neural connections between right and left sides of the brain is 20% greater (on average) than in men. This higher connectivity of women’s brains enables them to exercise intuitive think- ing to a greater extent than men."

---- Handbook of statistical analysis and data mining applications.............

Its kind of obvious :)

Fall

Every night
I thought
Of giving my thoughts a shape
wandering in the dark
waiting for that first ray of hope
to show
the eternal bliss
to wash me in its warmth
I tried hard ... tried and tried
but gave in to sensual cravings
went to the depth of
the dark alibi
to point of no return
tried hard to escape
now i am falling
and falling
and when the pain becomes pleasure
you surrender to the gravity
and the fall...
is no longer the cause of your misery..
it becomes your savior ........

Was wondering how transient relationships are... what are they meant for... how far could one carry them ... relating to action-reaction principle..people forget the basic truth that it is not always taking in.. it is giving back too .... But there is no reckoning back once we hit a dead end ... It is always good to call off... whatever it is .... friendship -- commitments ... once people start taking "the other one" for-granted ....
The best example would be that of friends "out of need" ... whatever form d "need" manifests itself in .. help in studies.... a jovial company .. being with a "center of attraction" .... to vent out feelings to one who has all d patience to listen .... a company in loneliness .. they all are relationships taking shape out of d misery of people involved ...
I feel lost ... I cannot imagine how a true n beautiful relationship should be ... :) i could relate it somehow to that of a mother n a child.... perception differs !!

:)

A very very honest attempt(first of its kind) by an extreeemely humble n genius proff of our college.... i m proud of him...
Dis is a brief summary of "algorithm" course (in sanskrit..)
Om Saraswatyaee NamaH Prakriyasya Roopam SarvatomuKham [Algorithms are MultiFaceted]
SarvatomukhasyangaH ANu Lahari Cha [The multifacets include Atom like (Discrete) and Wave like (Continuous)]
ANu Prakriyasya UdaaHaranaH [Examples of Discrete Algorithms are]
LagHu AaTaT VrikshaH [Minimum Spanning Tree]
NikataTam PanthaH [Shortest Path]AdhikaTam PraVaaHaH Cha [and Maximum Flow]
Idaani Treeni Ganita Yantra's Salara KaryaNi [These Three are Easy for a Computer]Sampurna ParikramaH Atteeva DurlabhaH [Total Circumambulation (TSP) is very Hard]Prathama Treeni Sharaiva UttamiKaranasya UdaHaranani [The first three are examples of Arrow-like Optimization - Linear Programming]
Sharaiva UttamiKaranaH Kandukasya UttamiKaranasya UdaHaranani [Arrow-like Optimization is an example of Ball-like (Convex) Optimization)
UttamiKaranasya Dvi Roopou StaH - ViChinna AviChinna CHa [There are two forms of Optimization - Discrete and Continuous]
...Iti

MiD seMS

Taking just 5 mins off frm Extremely busy Schedule hopping 'twixt assIgnMents n slides n wEb mATERIALS n bLAH bLAh BLah....Blogging "CALMS" u down a bit .... :) ..... In iiitb U r assessed continuosly datz why feeling no pressure as such but still hv got loadss to study!!! :( ... Hvnt started properly yet.... Suddnly remembered the UG days..... used to study "one night" b4 the exams..... Bunked a test once!!!! Hey i hv got gud enuf excuse....d prev nite got selected in INfy...So was celebrating hi time( By sleeping sleeping n sleeping.....datz d celebratn 4 me!!!) ... Well those days.....Din take nythng dat seriously!!Except GATE for which i really tried my best....Now m here to accomplish a certain goal..to acheive somethng... of course not in terms of better paying job or all dat crap!!! But for self satisfactn.....dnt care abt grades dat much...but hey of course dont want to flunk..!!! M an extremely slow learner.... So find it difficult at times to do nite outs jst b4 exams...n get panicky which is wrst whch cud happpn to u b4 exams!!! Nyways... Those who stumble across dis blog.. (accidently)... do wish me luck n pray 4 me.. :) ...(Huh!!! What a jerk!!!) ..

bye bye

A HoT cUp Of cOffEE!!!!

Open UR eYz....OPn Ur Mind......Dont Stay bEHINDD......
wELL THEre are "tiny" thingz in life which make us extremely happY Without any Reason.......gHar Se AAya ek Phone call.....A Hot cuP of Coffee....a nice Satisfying peaceful sleep....NeWspaper.....fresh smell of grass....new papers...(or book!!!!)... cHocOLATES(of course!!!)... nd for me (hope it applies to many specimens of my kind)...grasping an extremely simple concept like "why n how "....etc etc.....nd d list goes on..... I suffer frm worst category of mood swings....Imagine things happening to me which sure do never happen....m ALWAYS IN A biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig Dilemmatic state....Once on its difficult to be Gone....Surprisingly the extreeemely normal n ordinary things which make ppl happy do not apply to me...like hanging out with grp n partys nd that sort of stuff....kya karooon bachpan se aisi hoon :( ....hv tried a lot to "grow up".... but nahi ho pata hai!!! :( ... still m extremely glad dat hv always succeeded in making frnds whose wavelenths match mine... :) .... they r of course "few".... but i treasure n cherish them.... It just so happens wen a child is born... he finds himself in circumstances which shape his personality in future..... Hv read a lott abt "personality development" ... Be it "improve ur communication skills"or "Becoming centre of attraction" and on and on... Although i toooo need a lot to improve on dat aspect.... But wud like to share some of my opinions n thoughts...
I think human beings r blessed with the fathomless ability to share "happiness" n be "happy" themselves...dat shud of course never b at d cost of some other's happiness.... It shud b frm within....What is left of that ability nowadays is just "artificiality"... just to impose one's persona n way of thinking....WE fORget to be true "ourselves"..... Confidence is what i feel shud be d freedom n ability to express urself truly at d moment....boldness is never to take in anythng wrong n do d same....think the above r d essential aspects....other qualities like communication etc follow suit once one possesses these three...

Well enuf of lecture....2day Went out with frnds to a temple nearby n while returning had "panipoori"...it really made me happy!!!

OK enuf for2day...will continue with "aftermaths " of course...

cheers!!!