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A very very honest attempt(first of its kind) by an extreeemely humble n genius proff of our college.... i m proud of him...
Dis is a brief summary of "algorithm" course (in sanskrit..)
Om Saraswatyaee NamaH Prakriyasya Roopam SarvatomuKham [Algorithms are MultiFaceted]
SarvatomukhasyangaH ANu Lahari Cha [The multifacets include Atom like (Discrete) and Wave like (Continuous)]
ANu Prakriyasya UdaaHaranaH [Examples of Discrete Algorithms are]
LagHu AaTaT VrikshaH [Minimum Spanning Tree]
NikataTam PanthaH [Shortest Path]AdhikaTam PraVaaHaH Cha [and Maximum Flow]
Idaani Treeni Ganita Yantra's Salara KaryaNi [These Three are Easy for a Computer]Sampurna ParikramaH Atteeva DurlabhaH [Total Circumambulation (TSP) is very Hard]Prathama Treeni Sharaiva UttamiKaranasya UdaHaranani [The first three are examples of Arrow-like Optimization - Linear Programming]
Sharaiva UttamiKaranaH Kandukasya UttamiKaranasya UdaHaranani [Arrow-like Optimization is an example of Ball-like (Convex) Optimization)
UttamiKaranasya Dvi Roopou StaH - ViChinna AviChinna CHa [There are two forms of Optimization - Discrete and Continuous]
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MiD seMS

Taking just 5 mins off frm Extremely busy Schedule hopping 'twixt assIgnMents n slides n wEb mATERIALS n bLAH bLAh BLah....Blogging "CALMS" u down a bit .... :) ..... In iiitb U r assessed continuosly datz why feeling no pressure as such but still hv got loadss to study!!! :( ... Hvnt started properly yet.... Suddnly remembered the UG days..... used to study "one night" b4 the exams..... Bunked a test once!!!! Hey i hv got gud enuf excuse....d prev nite got selected in INfy...So was celebrating hi time( By sleeping sleeping n sleeping.....datz d celebratn 4 me!!!) ... Well those days.....Din take nythng dat seriously!!Except GATE for which i really tried my best....Now m here to accomplish a certain goal..to acheive somethng... of course not in terms of better paying job or all dat crap!!! But for self satisfactn.....dnt care abt grades dat much...but hey of course dont want to flunk..!!! M an extremely slow learner.... So find it difficult at times to do nite outs jst b4 exams...n get panicky which is wrst whch cud happpn to u b4 exams!!! Nyways... Those who stumble across dis blog.. (accidently)... do wish me luck n pray 4 me.. :) ...(Huh!!! What a jerk!!!) ..

bye bye

A HoT cUp Of cOffEE!!!!

Open UR eYz....OPn Ur Mind......Dont Stay bEHINDD......
wELL THEre are "tiny" thingz in life which make us extremely happY Without any Reason.......gHar Se AAya ek Phone call.....A Hot cuP of Coffee....a nice Satisfying peaceful sleep....NeWspaper.....fresh smell of grass....new papers...(or book!!!!)... cHocOLATES(of course!!!)... nd for me (hope it applies to many specimens of my kind)...grasping an extremely simple concept like "why n how "....etc etc.....nd d list goes on..... I suffer frm worst category of mood swings....Imagine things happening to me which sure do never happen....m ALWAYS IN A biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig Dilemmatic state....Once on its difficult to be Gone....Surprisingly the extreeemely normal n ordinary things which make ppl happy do not apply to me...like hanging out with grp n partys nd that sort of stuff....kya karooon bachpan se aisi hoon :( ....hv tried a lot to "grow up".... but nahi ho pata hai!!! :( ... still m extremely glad dat hv always succeeded in making frnds whose wavelenths match mine... :) .... they r of course "few".... but i treasure n cherish them.... It just so happens wen a child is born... he finds himself in circumstances which shape his personality in future..... Hv read a lott abt "personality development" ... Be it "improve ur communication skills"or "Becoming centre of attraction" and on and on... Although i toooo need a lot to improve on dat aspect.... But wud like to share some of my opinions n thoughts...
I think human beings r blessed with the fathomless ability to share "happiness" n be "happy" themselves...dat shud of course never b at d cost of some other's happiness.... It shud b frm within....What is left of that ability nowadays is just "artificiality"... just to impose one's persona n way of thinking....WE fORget to be true "ourselves"..... Confidence is what i feel shud be d freedom n ability to express urself truly at d moment....boldness is never to take in anythng wrong n do d same....think the above r d essential aspects....other qualities like communication etc follow suit once one possesses these three...

Well enuf of lecture....2day Went out with frnds to a temple nearby n while returning had "panipoori"...it really made me happy!!!

OK enuf for2day...will continue with "aftermaths " of course...

cheers!!!

AppreHenSions!!!! StaTe Of Fear....

When u consider urself "unfit" to discuss "stufff" with others which wud provide a huge relief to ur soul....u blog!!!! Guess dats wht m doing rite now!!! Having spent nearly 3 mnths in college....hv gone thru millions of "transient"phases n emotions...M gathering "facts" abt none other than myself..."self introspectn"...Smtimes....manytimes rather....we tend to do things we wud never ever do if we cud see (predict) d aftermaths....but then dats life....mysterious n uncertain...every action has a equal n oposite reaction...so beautifully observer by mr.newton...applicable to almost everything....done physically or emotionally...!! We cant escape d fact dat howsoever we fear of consequences of certain actns...they hit us like ...well... like u r walking smwhere n dnt c whats cmng n BANG!!! :) ....jst trying to be funny to relive myslf of the tension building inside me.....Well did certain things shud never hv done...Shud make myself a lil bit "practical"...on scale of practicality wud rate myself "zero"...!!!! Hv done certain thngs n fear d consequences this cmng week... Trying to prepare myself to face them boldly....n accept d fact i hv committed "mistakes".... but same time praying to god to gv me courage n "WILL TO FIGHT BACK"....One thng n only one thng i like abt myself...Hv been gifted with a tendency to fight back for everything...I never like to admit i have been defeated...this is good n bad both... sometimes we shud keep our emotions aside n just "move on..." ... But never shud we accept the fact dat our fate is destined to fail!!!... I committed d "so called" mistakes with an "aim"to render help to others...(which i feel) .. but in reality i tried to avoid certain "seemingly obvious: responsibilties... dats where i sealed my fait.... Rendering help is gud... but it shud be in such a way dat it "really" benefits others....rather dan gvng "cooked food" to a person who within all his capabilities n constraints can cook it....provide him with necessary ingredients.... Guess i hv learnt dis lesson bigtime...

Now why shud i write aal dis crap....coz next time m going to accidently take ny wrong step... Will go thru d blog n take decisions sensibly..!!!!!!!
Lets seee whts in store ... d cmng week..... will update d blog abt d "aftermaths"... be them gud or "bad" ... :)

A shoRt RecAp

So here am i bloggging again...cause i have loads of othres works to do....homework....assignments.....studies....assignments...research(  :)  )...assignments...n nahana dhona n usual stuuff....n assignments.....phew!!! what a life...2day m strongly reminded of my college days!!! in 4 yrs...i learnt a lot lot....strange transformation...a naive n "stupid" girl....to someone more matured.. expressive....My college was all girls..(women... though i dont like 2 use dat term...never want to believe i m a "grown up"  now!!) ... So was cut off frm typical co-ed environment....We used to wear saree every wednesday......khaadi saree on special occasions....welll my college followed gandhian principles...nd yes....no cell phones allowed....both in college as well as d hostel...i used to crib always!!! cursed my luck!! shed oceans wrth of tears!!! was never used to such harsh restrictions...there were occasions wen i doubted everythng happnd to me till date is "crap"!!! Now i luk bk to those days!!! I realize i hv becum "tougher" dan i used to be....Yes i never had dat kind of confidence....to speak in frnt of nyone....participated in skits n debates...extempores in schoool level...evn directed a skit....remember still dat i used to sing "chinna chinna asai" i.e. "dil hai chota saa" frm "roja" in tamil in sum 5th or 6th std... :) datz my trademark song inj school!! ...but wht i never learned was...opening up!!! Needed someone to "push me" all d times!! dat inspiration ws none else dan my sweet mum!!! She always motivated me to venture into new things!!!   Life is short....best to spend evry moment in learning somethng new!! Though there were restictions in my college...i feel because of them...i learnt a lot of self control...girls in late teens crave for many things!!!  I was never attracted to typical "girly" passions...Nd thnk god during college i realized those passions r jst momentary...i learnt dat consistency n honesty n pursuing ur dreams r real passions!!! Now m studyng in a co-ed environment...found it strange initially....now learning to cope up with it....Luv d way d professors teach here....this is somethng my UG collleg lacked in!! Not encouraging questions n innovation is s a slow poison killing away the educatn system of the country which boasts of all time evergreen geniuses!!! This must change!! 

Coming to questions n aptitude n attitude to learn...yes this is one thng i seriously need to learn....gathering courage n believeing in myself!!! Hope will refine myself with time!!

:)

AgAiN LyRiCs.....

Well......if someone asks me......how do u describe urself best......here wud b my answer:::

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone



I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone


Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

UnAnSweRed QueStiONs

M a bit Of Wht OthERS wud call "bookworm"....since childhood days kind of used to reding all sort of stuff.....frm fantasies...to folklore....detective kind...comic...(luv alice in wonderland)  ....  Once came acrosss a book ...titled  "mysteries"....  was astonished to learn d wrld arnd us dat we c n observe n conclude.....  is not dat simple n everythng not as obvious as it seems to be.... The incidnts mntnd "HAPPENED" for sure....The buk's authenticity is ensured...  well sum stuff got into my mind like wart of plaster.....won't come off...  :)   ....  still wonder wht cud b d reason....  roots in science???   Science has answered al most all of d questions mankind cud ever ask...  but many r unanswered yet....  n m sure wud remain unanswered n categorized into "unsolved mysteries"....  

Well coming to d buk....  read an incident abt a girl...who died young...luvd a doll as a kid...used to keep it with her everytime....  the doll was buried alongside....  a decade or so later....her grave was accidently dugged....ppl were astonished to find dat the doll's hairs n nails were growing!!!  Now who cud xplain such things???   ..  Hmm...  some ppl possess psychic powers....intutions...get hold of things which wud tk place soon.....read abt some ppl who hear a strange sort of unearthly music b4 someone close to dem gonna die...creepy na...  its true but...  many such incidents were listed.....n abt "time slips"...something was mntnd abt a visit to a shop by 2 frnds....they enter inside n astonished to find entore scenario turned upside down!!!  The storekeepers had changed.....dressed in some 20 yrs bk style of clothes....somethng creepy n strange abt d surroundings...shaking d creepy feelings off,,,,the frnds ask for stamps....they get sm strange sort of stamps...not used in their times..they pay the storekeeper....who is as surprised abt the coins as d frnds r abt her....they jst walk out....  d world changes again!!!  they deide to walk bk again to shop....by intuition i guess....  n find everything "normal"  .....  they r !!well!!  no wrds for dat...  how wud u feel???  ..  they get d stamps investigated  .. n lo!!  ....they discover dat they belong to  some other era....  well creepy!!! strange bt dis happened!!  how cud "SCIENCE"xplain it...can we take everything down to nano particles?? as ppl anticipate they will solve every query possible??  Well another thing mntnd abt pyramid of gizha in egypt which intrigues me....  They hv some calming properties...a significant reduction in level of stress is noticd wen one steps inside the pyramid...  ppl suffering frm pain etc find relief there.... a hot cup of coffee becomes more alluring,sweet n loveable...  so wht cud b the possible reason???  The construction statistics....angles  etc???  May b the pyramids trap d sunlight n makes it more enhanced or that sort of thing!!!  well.....there r many such "unsolved mysteries"...  if nyone patiently read my blog and came 2 dis point  :)  (i owe u a treat nyways!!!)  do comment n write if u knw some of d mysteries...!!!  Ta... till nxt ...